Today is kind of the peak of my frustration!
I feel so gross, fat, ugly and disgusting!
This past year I have lost and kept off a little over 20 pounds...the frustrating part is I have lost and gained another 8 pounds about 6 times!
That up and down is purely because I have not been committed to eating a proper diet.
I know I can lose the rest of this weight and get really fit again.
With it being 2 days away from Christmas I am trying to give myself permission to just enjoy life and then get serious on Boxing Day...this has been hard because I am so down in my thoughts about myself......
My plan over the next 2 days is too give this blog a face lift, make some goals for 2014 and get ready to start eating clean on Boxing Day!
I plan to rock 2014!!!