Frustrated...where will it lead?

Today is kind of the peak of my frustration!

I feel so gross, fat, ugly and disgusting!

This past year I have lost and kept off a little over 20 pounds...the frustrating part is I have lost and gained another 8 pounds about 6 times!

That up and down is purely because I have not been committed to eating a proper diet.

I know I can lose the rest of this weight and get really fit again.

With it being 2 days away from Christmas I am trying to give myself permission to just enjoy life and then get serious on Boxing Day...this has been hard because I am so down in my thoughts about myself......

My plan over the next 2 days is too give this blog a face lift, make some goals for 2014 and get ready to start eating clean on Boxing Day! 

I plan to rock 2014!!!

Two Weeks of Consistancy

The past two weeks have been busy but great!
My focus has been mostly on track with a few days of eating off plan.
As a result, my weigh in today was 172.4lbs.
That is 3.8lbs in the last two weeks and a grand total of 29.4lbs.

I feel like I am on a roll for weight loss and can see my goal of 150 by my birthday in March.